I’ve been feeling odd lately. Odd since the beginning of the new semester. Instead of feeling closer, I feel that I have unconsciously distanced myself from my friends. Or maybe they’ve distanced themselves from me?
I panic sometimes. Panic that someday they’re going to leave me for better friends. I can’t help but get this feeling of alienation, so much so that I find myself clinging onto them sometimes, that sometimes, they just ignore me and discuss among themselves.
Am I paranoid?